Well here we are. The end of September 2011, a lot has happened this year. I've become a mom, I'm trying to write my Master's Thesis, I'm trying to be a wife, a house cleaner, and a teacher all at the same time. My goodness, I'm starting to feel like I'm running in place and not getting anywhere.
I've had so much on my mind in the last few weeks, which has taken such a toll on my body.
I've got a student, such a wonderful person, and I've come to the conclusion that there is nothing I can do for her. Which I just don't know what to do, she's got so much baggage and she's got such a learning disability that I just can't help her through any of it. IT SUCKS. I'm so used to being able to help with anything I can that not being able to help her is killing me.
I'm trying to work on my thesis, which is the culminating factor in everything I've worked on for the last 25 years....and I just don't understand what I'm doing. Every time I feel like i have a grasp on how to write it I can't get it out----and it is due by Thanksgiving.
I feel like I'm not spending enough time with Audrey at all, when I do get home I just wanna get stuff done but I want to be with her too. I've also figured out that I haven't spent one hour alone by myself without anyone since she was born and I kind of would like that but it probably isn't going to happen.
I just feel like I'm running no where, and fast. What to do. What to do.
I've also been following MASON DEAN in the PRAYERS FOR MASON blog and it really its getting to me as well, I really hope that the little fighter he is pulls through.
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